Just stop, op. Stop pretending that you sincerely want to understand the behaviors of sexual assault victims. Stop pretending like you just don't understand. At best, you're being facetious. At worst, you're insulting every man, woman, and child who was too terrified to speak out against their rapist. You're full of shit when you say you don't get it. All you want is to have your own personal beliefs validated by people on the internet. The least you could do is fucking own it.