When I went to pick up my kids at our exchange on Sunday, xdh had a bouquet of roses for me as a happy Easter gift. Prick. I wanted to smack him repeated with the roses, mostly the thorny parts of them. All the shit he put me and our kids through, keeping the kids from me and me having to figure out where he was so I could track him down to serve him with papers and to hopefully see the kids, paying so much in attorney and court fees, him fighting me on CS, etc. etc. I'm still really angry with him cause of how he was taking care of the kids (or lack of care). I'm not sure why he got me roses, but if he thinks I'm going to forgive him then no, I'm not sure I'll ever be ready to forgive him. I can't get the time back that I missed when he kept the kids from me.