I feel betrayed by my body. I took care of it by exercising, getting enough sleep, eating healthy, keeping my weight under control, and avoiding drugs and alcohol. A couple years ago I was diagnosed with a metabolic disorder that makes me fat and constantly feel lethargic. It's genetic so there's no cure. I'm so depressed. Every day is a struggle. Now I wish I would've had fun and abused my body with junk food, drugs, and alcohol if this is how I was gonna end up anyway.