I had been diligently doing ab exercises to look good in a bikini. I was all set....last month. I only went to the beach once. I haven't been exercising and now it shows. I'm going to the beach tomorrow with DH. I think he will be secretly disappointed that I won't be "the hot one". He'd NEVER say that, but deep down, I know my appearance is a big deal to him. I dunno though. Sometimes I think he's blind or still sees me as he did 15 years ago. He speaks very highly of my appearance, like to the point where it seems absurd. I don't think it's his intention to make me feel this way, but it confuses me. Well, he's in for a disappointment.