I don't know where to turn or who to talk to about my sadness, emptiness and loneliness. Those closest to me know some of it, but not all. I don't take my antidepressants anymore. They stopped working and I don't want to take pills anymore. I believe in God, I am grateful and thankful for all I have, but can't escape the feelings. I stopped going to see my therapist too, as I could only see her once a month. I'm 48 years old, still job hunting, living with but separated from dh for awhile now, and missing a man who broke my heart but wants me back. I might be lonely but will never get back with him. I'm in the middle of the storm and am praying I get out of it. I sometimes wish I could fall asleep and never wake up. Can you pray for me if you're a praying person? Thank you.