I've been on a bit of a rampage these last few months. Going out, slept with a couple different men, etc.... Never in my 27 years of being a mom/wife have I acted like this. I lost my job and was so depressed. Dh hasn't wanted sex with me in years. I started feeling pretty again. Started walking, eating better, etc. He tried to have sex with me the other night. 1 minute of foreplay then he wanted his d!ck sucked. It disgusted me. Now he's taking me somewhere tomorrow. It's a surprise. I've told him over and over how I like things in bed. He still doesn't get it. How I wish it was my fwb I was going out with tomorrow. All this makes me sad.