Aw, thanks, but I am pretty much a huge dumbass, lol. I just didn't know what I had when I had it. He waited as long as he could for me to get my shit together, but eventually he moved back to his home state... 1200 miles away from me. He has a gf now, and is happy, and I would never do anything to come in between them. We acknowledged, before he moved, that we'll always love each other and have a special bond between us, but that things just didn't work out. Maybe in another lifetime. He's one of the coolest people I've ever met. But, yeah, I'm an idiot and his gf is a lucky woman.