I don't have one that got away, not exactly. I was in love with my HS bf for years and sometimes I still think about him, but I am so blessed with dh. I haven't seen him in years, probably like over ten, but wow, that chemistry was still there. It was palpable. It was totally sick. What's kind of funny is that they look alike. Both have the same physiques and the their eyes are very similar. Dh is way better though. Old HS bf was super funny himself, but the didn't think I was funny. Dh thinks I'm super funny. Old HS bf was smart, but not like dh is smart. Dh is smarter in a more hands on, real world way which someone like me, a total flake, needs. Dh thinks I'm smart too and old HS bf always thought he was smarter than me. Maybe he was, but it wasn't nice to act like he was. Actually, no, I was smarter.