From about August 2017 to now, I have slept with about 20 or so men. I went through a very screwed up time in my life and was looking for love or some kind of connection from a man. I didn't find it of course. Now I've turned my life back to God. I know I need to work on making myself happy, and I know a man won't do it for me. I was also married the whole time. He could care less, he was always drunk. Man, I'm so ashamed. No one would EVER believe this was me!