I am at a conference, and I didn't know he was going to be here, but he is here. A group of us got a bottle of wine the first night and went back to my room. He stayed after everyone else left. When they went out the door, I was sitting on the bed, but moved to a chair. He got up and stood by the door. We talked for another hour. I think he was nervous. Tonight we all went out. I love talking to him. I tell him things I never tell anyone. I keep trying to understand what this is. It's a work partnership, mentorship, friendship that's a little too close but is probably okay. We tease each other. We get awesome shit done.