My life is s mess. On disability, helping my sick step dad get into a care home after being in the hospital and a rehab center to get him walking and strong again, missing and thinking of my ex daily, not wanting to live here, but I have no choice, have people to pay back, dd is pregnant, meeting up with real dad tomorrow to get things off my chest before he moves. Just a lot. Hear my prayers Lord. I believe and know You will make a way for me.