Excuse me for a sec. Why THE FUCK is it that everything i say is idiotic until proven otherwise? Why is it that I'm an idiot deserving of ridicule because I'm more comfortable having plans for worst case scenarios?? Why is that Ok, when I support EVERYTHING you do and say, and encourage you even when I know it's probably going to fall through?? I do EVERYTHING for you. House, kids, bills, budget, everything except your damn job and I have a good attitude about it and am ALWAYS supportive of you. I have waited 9 FUCKING YEARS for you to be ready to buy a house. I have waited 9 YEARS for you to follow up on your promises to see the world. Would it be too much to ask you to fucking return the favor and treat me with some respect?? You always apologize for being you, but you NEVER CHANGE ANYTHING. If it weren't for the fact that I know I can't support the kids on my own... I'm so over it. Why do I always let people walk all over me??