I started a new job about a month ago. My title is program manager, but about half of my job is more of an executive asst to the boss. Because of COVID, it's 100% remote for all of us for the foreseeable future, so I haven't actually met anyone I work with. Lots of MS Teams meetings, though. Because it is a gov't agency, security is ridiculous, so the cameras on our computers are disabled, so I haven't even seen any of these folks. My boss is super, super cool. We clicked right away. We spend an hour or two a day in one-on-one meetings to go over things, so we talk a lot. And I've totally developed a huge crush on him. He has a great voice. Not really sexy, just really kind. He's funny, understanding, and just a really nice guy. None of our conversations have been anything less than professional, but I can't stop thinking about him. I'm happily married with 2 kids, and so is he. WTF is wrong with me?