I know I love my dh, but I know ( I just do) that if he died I would be just fine. I feel the same way about my parents and pretty much anyone I know. I think the only person who I would really mourn if they died would be my ds. I think I would kill myself if he died. I can’t imagine him not being in the world I live in. He’s really the only person I feel really attached to fully. Anyone else, I’m like, oh, sad, but ok. I’m going to make an educated guess that my feelings are not healthy.