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Posted by: anonymous
2014-06-17 13:35:01
ID: 5878
Am I the worst person ever if it's hard for me to be super excited about my friend being pregnant if the father of her child is a cocky, arrogant, childish, manipulative jerk?
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-06-17 12:53:55
ID: 5873
I am worried, I'll admit. H has become obsessed with fitness and bulking up. Which is great, when your work schedule allows you to spend 2-3 hours at the gym a day like his does. But I only have 40 minutes a day at the gym. Which means that while he is steadily gaining muscle, I'm pretty much not changing at all. Still saggy here and there, normal weight but pudgy from pregnancy and hormones and living in the South where everything is deep fried twice. (yes, I have lived here my whole life. Lol) I am worried he'll get all fit and won't want me anymore. He has always promised me that if I get too fat hell divorce me (joking, so he says), but..... I'm having to come to terms with the fact that I'm not getting any younger. And I'm not getting any prettier either. So it's either work with what I have, or lose it all. Ugh. Life sucks sometimes.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-06-17 12:48:53
ID: 5872
We are 23 and 25, and have been married for 5 yrs with 1 child. I suppose its been long enough for my h to start comparing me to his friend's girlfriends.... But it still hurts. When he says "of course she's not as pretty as you, your boobs are better(lie, my boobs are saggy as hell from ds), your butt is better "(lie, my butt sags in defiance of my gym visits), your waist.... Well, he stops at waist and says "just remember, she's 18 and 115 pounds!" thanks honey, for that reminder that I'm 23, 5'8" and 145 pounds. Yeah, I do weigh 20 pounds more than I did when we were dating, but I was also anorexic and had never given birth. As much as I "value" your opinion, unless I can get back down there in a healthy way, I've no intention of being that unhealthy again. And no dear, that's not an excuse to be fat. I'm a normal weight for my height.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-06-17 12:31:33
ID: 5871
If I ever lose all my weight, I will wear cute clothes and fix myself up every single day. Not sexy clothes, just all the cute put together outfits that don't look great on plus size women.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-06-17 12:19:43
ID: 5870
I'm a C U Next Tuesday because I called you immature for arguing with a total stranger online? You are adorable.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-06-17 11:44:51
ID: 5869
Keep a food log if you're trying to lose weight. It really helps when you have to write everything down! I find wearing a pedometer is also very motivating.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-06-17 11:44:16
ID: 5868
I donate small amounts when I can to animal shelters and some ecological organizations. I've never had the money to do a big donation anywhere or to make any grand gestures. I know my small $5 or $10 donations get swallowed up somehow, but at least I'm trying.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-06-17 11:43:29
ID: 5867
I wish I could just not work. I'd have a great life!
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-06-17 11:42:49
ID: 5866
I would be a lot more likely to follow a certain religion if it weren't always that the top levels seem so corrupt. No one who heads a church should be a millionaire.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-06-17 11:42:04
ID: 5865
My boobs have a life of their own.
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