Stream Of Consciousness
Posted by: anonymous
2014-05-14 04:49:13
ID: 3833
Please pray for me. I binged today. On food. I feel like shit physically and emotionally. And it's the emotional part that hurts more. Why can't I just control myself? I'm addicted to food and I need help. Intellectually I know how to eat healthy, how to exercise etc, but it goes beyond that. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck-Me.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-05-14 01:04:56
ID: 3823
Made another hearty egg casserole in the mini heart mold that included brown eggs, broccoli, okra, tomatoes, green onions, red potatoes, and aged gouda sprinkled on top. I used up lots of old veggies. Seasonings include curry powder, turmeric, thyme, black pepper, and sea salt. I finished it off with serrano salsa on the side. The whole thing was very gouda!
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-05-14 00:29:51
ID: 3822
My DH has a gigantic boil on his hip. I told him this would happen one day because he never scrubs his skin and has the world's most oily skin ever. He wants me to lance it, but I'm thinking this sucker might be one for the doctor. It's like, YouTube-worthy.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-05-13 23:02:50
ID: 3819
I love my mother, but lately her constant "You need to" interjections in my life are making me nuts. I am having a hard time being polite and redirecting the conversation. For example, I mentioned I was given 8 potted Hostas by a friend. I plan to plant then in a flower bed we are building. As soon as I say I had them- "You need to plant them right now." Actually, I don't have to and know how to take care of plants (been doing it 10 years now.) Why can't she just say-wow how nice! Grrrr! She is like this with everything!!
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-05-13 22:38:27
ID: 3817
I would really like to watch a porn documentary. Who they are and why they do/did it. And how they feel now about so many sites that people can watch videos for free.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-05-13 22:04:39
ID: 3816
Sorry, Hulu. I'll wait for things to show up on Netflix. I think it's absolutely ridiculous to pay a monthly subscription fee and still have to sit through commercials. No thanks.
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Posted by: flipflops
2014-05-13 20:53:48
ID: 3805
56 emails later and I'm ending this conversation. I left with my Google voice number, so he will make literally have to make the call if he wants to meet up. I'm curious to see if he does.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-05-13 20:23:32
ID: 3803
Just had a bad fight with family. Basically, I thought they were being rude to husband and told them to calm down They said that I was choosing "some guy" over my family! I told them I was choosing to not ignore how my family treats him (I have been guilty over this before) and then they go on about when I get divorced I will come crawling back. First off that's silly and I can't believe they would say that. It is funny they jump to using divorce as a weapon.That is all they do, they marry and divorce right after jumping in with a new guy. Second, NEVER has my family helped me in anything when I needed them. They acted like I was a burden when I invited them to things like my wedding or graduations. Yet, they could talk down to me and my husband?!It wasn't about choosing my husband over them, it was about standing up for my husband and demanding the respect that I deserve.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-05-13 20:13:26
ID: 3802
I was just going through some old photos of myself from when I was in high school and on...and you know, its funny. These days I tend to think I am uglier than I used to be...but after looking through those photos, I actually feel a lot better about who I am now. I must be one of the people who grow into their looks, so to speak, because I think I am a lot more attractive now than I was back in the day. I am much heavier, but overall I really think I am prettier now. Weird.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-05-13 18:58:26
ID: 3799
My husband is not what most people would call a "macho" man. He's actually rather nerdy. Sometimes other guys will pick on him because of it, saying he "needs some testosterone". But you know what? I love him JUST the way he is! He provides for his family, kicks ass at his job in the military, respects me as his wife and treats me like a queen, and will make a wonderful father some day. I don't know what else he would need to do to be considered a "real man". Most men who pride themselves on being macho are usually assholes who wouldn't know how to treat a woman if they sat through a 12 hr class on how to do it. The world can keep its version of "manly men". I wouldn't trade my husband for the world!
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