I HATE LIFE. I just got kicked out of a band for no good reason...other than I'm new and not related to or connected to any one else in the group and they're threatened by my talent. If this was the only thing that happened, it wouldn't be so bad. HOWEVER, my husband lost his job last week, and my mother is dead, so with Mother's Day coming up, my emotions are all over the fucking place. I'm irritable, depressed, sad, angry, hurt, and tired of people in general. I want to kill myself, but I realize that would cause more harm than good. UGH I HATE LIFE!!!!