Apparently I found out that my husband was sexually abused as a child. I didn't know about it until I found some links to a horrible website and then to the CIA. Apparently, he was facing depression really bad and was suicidal (I didn't know, he never told me) and thought that as a kid he was asking for what happened. He went on a website and found illegal images and reported them, in his words it was like attacking the people who attacked him. I found the history and freaked out. We have been seeing a therapist who says that this is normal, to lash out at people but I was also afraid that he went on that site and saw those pictures for himself (that was my first horrible thought even though there is no past history) we have been seeing the therapist together but I still feel like I have been betrayed and it will take a while for trust to come back. I love my husband and am proud that he finally told his family about it. I know he didn't deserve what happened to him as a kid but that first shock of finding out hurt a lot and the thoughts I had before he told me the truth.