Stream Of Consciousness
Posted by: anonymous
2022-05-01 23:47:32
ID: 68337
In response to a confession. Replying to cocopop, no there's nobody. My husband thinks therapy is a waste of money. My mom is an emotionally abusive narcissist and my dad died last year. My siblings are far away or irresponsible and i have no friends. I'm really bad at making friends. I'm looking into online therapy options anyway. I can't afford to stay like this and i don't really know what to do.
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Posted by: anonymous
2022-04-30 19:55:54
ID: 68333
In response to a confession. Please don't end your life. Your life doesn't need to be perfect to be worth living. Please stay here and keep posting. You can talk to us!
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Posted by: anonymous
2022-04-30 19:37:17
ID: 68331
I'm struggling with the decision of whether or not to end my life. I'm morbidly obese with a slew of other health problems. I chose poorly in a spouse. I'm in debt up to my eyeballs. I just don't see things getting any better for me.
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Posted by: anonymous
2022-04-30 18:27:28
ID: 68330
I feel like everything is falling apart. I am always ahead, perfectly planned and ready for everything. Trauma response hyper vigilance i think. Lately it's broken. I can't think, forget everything, i even left the booster seat and my wallet at home the other day. I forgot we had a soccer game, haven't cleaned in a month. I don't know what's wrong with me.
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Posted by: anonymous
2022-04-26 13:17:55
ID: 68324
It's mentally exhausting living every day knowing that literally nobody cares what I have to say. It gets to the point sometimes where I'm actually interrupted mid-sentence by someone telling me they don't want to hear what I'm saying. It hurts. It hurts having nobody to talk to. Nobody cares what I'm saying because nobody knows what I'm talking about. I have odd hobbies and interests. My job is also odd and I work alone. People think my job is boring and don't want to hear about that either. I guess I'm just lonely.
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Posted by: anonymous
2022-04-20 15:25:50
ID: 68316
Do me a favour, mom. Don't ask me if I'm okay because I look so tired and pale if you don't want the reply, "no actually, I spent the entire morning crying because I was suffering a depressive episode."
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Posted by: anonymous
2022-04-18 14:01:06
ID: 68315
Ever have one of those days where everyone/everything irritates the shit out of you? Yeah, having one of those. DD17 is driving me nuts because she discovered she has not used as many school absences as she thought, so she's basically making up reasons why she can't go to school. Someone at work, who is normally great, is being frustratingly dense - got an email last week saying request for XYZ has been submitted. Asked for the ticket number (one is automatically generated when a request is made). Says there is no ticket number. Asked if the request was submitted, how is there no ticket number? Crickets. Still waiting for a response. Getting a message from the bank that they need to verify it's me b/c I'm logging in with a new device. Same computer I've had for years. Annoying. Even more annoying is that those texts only go to my DH, even though it's a joint account. And, of course, DH isn't checking his texts to send me that code. Ugh, Going to lose my shit.
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Posted by: anonymous
2022-04-14 19:58:57
ID: 68309
I am sick and tired of living on other people's terms. First it was my mom dictating my life, and now my husband and kids. And "societal expectations". Fuck all that. I am going to start living on my own terms and doing what I want. I'm tired of being everyone else's personal assistant/sex toy/object to be whatever they need right now. Who does any of that for me? Nobody, that's who. Damn well start being there for myself.
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Posted by: anonymous
2022-04-14 17:25:56
ID: 68307
You know what annoys me? When someone says "Remind me to..."[insert task here]. It's like - NO. No, that's YOUR thing to remember. You don't get to just let that waft out of your brain because you've transferred the responsibility of remembering that thing to ME. You've just transferred the responsibility of making sure said task gets done to ME. NO. No. Screw that. Not my circus, not my monkeys. Remind yo' DAMN self.
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Posted by: anonymous
2022-04-01 15:37:39
ID: 68272
In response to a confession. Sounds an entitled old person
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