I woke up sick... fil told me that if I still felt awful when I got home I could go to sleep and he would ds6 for me...feed, entertain, bathe, and make sure he was in bed on time. I am absolutely miserable right now. I get home and fil is in the basement doing something that requires the water to the whole house to be off. Sil (who is disabled and a nervous wreck around kids) is “watching“ him while she unpacks. I can’t eat (no water to cook food with, and when I eat I need to use the bathroom), i can’t shower, I can’t go to bed. Not to mention that no one has fed ds or really watching him... so no one will make sure he eats decent food eventually or goes to bed on time even if I could go to sleep. I want to cry right now.