Stream Of Consciousness
Posted by: anonymous
2019-03-30 08:55:33
ID: 59646
i try supporting small, local businesses in my area whenever possible but, with the exception of 2, they've all let me down in one way or another. I'm trying to make repairs and upgrades to my home and they've all either not called back, took forever to call back, showed up hours or days late, or didn't show up at all. We tried to get a screen door replaced that broke because they (admittedly) installed it incorrectly and it took almost a year of back and forth before the company finally did it. there have been many times when i've had to call on a major company to do a job because the local guy fell through in some way. sad to say but i may have to go with the big guys from now on. i know they can fuck things up too but i feel that they have been more reliable and quicker than the smaller ones, at least in my area.
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Posted by: anonymous
2019-03-28 00:46:26
ID: 59632
In response to a confession. Hon, please, please get some help. You don't even realize how far down you are. Even if there were someone to care for your kids properly, it wouldn't be you, and that is who they need. If you can't get help for your own sake, get it for theirs and you will see that you are worth it. Your life has value, hang on and get through this. Your non-existence would affect people more than you realize. Get help, get through this, and one day you will look back and see what you would have missed and be glad that you worked through it. You are worth it. You are loved. Stay strong.
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Posted by: anonymous
2019-03-27 21:17:29
ID: 59630
In response to a confession. Well, I hear ya. Don’t know the kind of fight it was. For down and dirty ones - a friend described each knock down, drag out fight as creating a scar. Too many scars and then ... :(
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Posted by: anonymous
2019-03-26 23:39:53
ID: 59626
I kind of hope this unbearable pain in my head is an aneurysm. I hope i die from it at any rate. I'm so tired of existing. I love my kids. I just don't want to exist anymore. If I thought anyone would take care of them properly, I would end it myself. But my partner is too attached to his job, and none of our relatives are suitable. I just wish I could stop existing without affecting anyone else.
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Posted by: anonymous
2019-03-26 12:36:23
ID: 59623
We used to fight terribly and then make up. This time, we fought, got over it, and im being treated like a friend instead of a wife. No "i love you", no holding hands or sitting together. Just communicating like friends that live together. I wish i knew what was going through his head so i could prepare myself.
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Posted by: anonymous
2019-03-25 14:47:33
ID: 59611
I am trying a new approach to life: I am going to apply for everything/try everything/say yes to everything and just see what happens! I have been too careful. I've been overthinking. I am largely retired but every time I think of a part time job my reaction is "But what about traveling?" Good grief. I am not traveling that much!
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Posted by: anonymous
2019-03-24 22:03:40
ID: 59605
Part of why I didn't have kids was because of the mental health issues both DH and I have. We didn't want to pass those issues on to our kids and it makes it harder for us to be fully present as parents. We are considering adoption or fostering, but we don't want our genes passed on. Both of us really just...don't really love having to deal with mental health issues. It doesn't feel fair to burden the next generation with that. I don't know if it makes me selfish or what, but I think way too many people just want to pass their genes on for good or for bad.
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Posted by: anonymous
2019-03-24 20:18:17
ID: 59604
I'm tired of people.
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Posted by: anonymous
2019-03-24 19:09:19
ID: 59602
When I was young and growing up in an abusive household, I cut to take away the pain. This continued into young adulthood, until I finally went no contact with my family, and saved my sanity. So I get it. But there is a cashier at the local convenience store who wears short sleeves, and has cut scars all up and down her forearms. The last time I was there, there were fresh cuts. Like I said, I completely understand, but I really don't want or need to see that :/
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Posted by: anonymous
2019-03-24 18:30:04
ID: 59599
In response to a confession. I get it. My beloved father died suddenly of a brain aneurysm at 46. He was an award-winning artist, but worked with disadvantaged teens/young adults in the Job Corps program by day. Lines out the door and students literally screaming and collapsing at the funeral. My grandmother (his mother) was a bipolar, abusive, mean SOB. So mean that pretty much everyone stopped speaking to her at some point or another - her kids, grandkids, siblings, nieces and nephews. That old bat survived cancer FOUR times (didn't even lose a hair on her head through chemo and radiation!) and ended up dying of frigging food poisoning in her 70s.
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