My life is in such a major funk right now. Divorced (not by my choice), empty nester (awesome kid), and recently ended a long-term relationship. I give myself the damn pep talk almost everyday, going down the list of all my blessings and what I'm grateful for, which is a lot. Healthy, good job, close family and friends, sweet little home, car, etc, etc. But deep down inside I find myself bitter and angry for what I lost and what should be. I'm jealous of other people in my life that are living the life I want and thought I'd be living. I wish I could come up with a fucking dream or passion to pursue. But instead, I feel dead inside. I can't even get myself to get back to online dating because I feel so unattractive, inside and out. Not sure how to move forward and either reinvent myself, or just get out of this dark, useless self-pitty hole I'm in.