Good update! So shortly after I posted about Boss, he texted. He was super, super apologetic and said he felt so bad. He said he totally thought he responded to me and was wondering why I hadn't replied, then he realized he never actually responded to me. He really did feel bad, and I think he was feeling all the things I was feeling thinking that I was the one who ghosted him. He can't meet for lunch the day I can, and I can't meet the days he can. Damn jobs LOL. But it's all good with him. Still miss him like crazy, though. Had another meeting with new boss, and it went really well. She told me that she was really happy I was there and thought it was going to be a great fit, so I feel much better. Maybe I didn't blow the meeting as badly as I thought. She'll be in town next week, so I'll get to meet her in person. Feeling much better about things. But that was a hard couple of days.