I am so screwed. I've handed in my notice and signed a contract for a job I am massive underqualified for. I'm so in debt I have to take the gamble on this new role. But conversely, if I lose it, I'll be literally forced to declare myself bankrupt. I am so ashamed and lost. Nobody knows how many tens of thousands I owe. I literally will lose everything. I'm never going to get out of this hole at my current rate. Not even my husband knows how in the red I am. I'm hemorrhaging my whole paycheck on interest payments alone. I had to leave a role I loved and change to a career I hate and it still wasn't enough. I'm starting to realize it'll never be enough.