Nine months sober. Last night I was making a special dinner for my family and had a brief craving because I would usually have a wine glass in hand when making this meal but the feeling passed. I'm also noticing the ways that sobriety, maybe combined with the pandemic, made me reevaluate some of my commitments and connections. I feel myself letting go of old obligations and realizing how much of how we bonded doesn't feel real anymore because so much of our work is on Zoom. Also, no more bonding as a team over drinks. I feel less pull towards those gatherings now. I'm slowly drifting away from people I care about but I think that's okay.