Posted by: anonymous
2021-09-19 06:19:55
ID: 67716
(Con't) of chronic fatigue syndrome post. I also feel like my ocd is in over drive. I have anxiety too. I haven't had a panic attack in a long time thank goodness. My boyfriend is a good man too. He always tries to make me feel loved. He tells me I'm beautiful every day. He's not perfect, but he tries so hard for our relationship. I just feel like I'll always be this way. I also have mouth and eye tics since I started adderall, but I'm scared to stop taking it because I know I'll be tired all of the time. I wish I was normal and could feel normal. Thank you all for listening.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-09-19 06:18:04
ID: 67715
This is me. I am 50 years old. I've suffered from depression and chronic fatigue syndrome almost my whole life. I hate myself daily. I'm scared to leave the house. My grown dd and ds are mad at me for selling the family home that ex and ds still in. It's going on the market on October 1st. Ex can't refinance it because we just got discharged from bankruptcy in December 2020. He said he'll give me $50,000 and I said no. I'm on adderall for chronic fatigue syndrome and it does help me stay awake, but my mind races outta control. I've developed a gambling addiction and owe 600 dollars right now because of gambling debt. Ex is an alcoholic. I go to Al-anon sometimes, but hate being looked at. I feel crazy. I hate myself. My life seems chaotic most days. I miss at least 4 to 6 days a month from work because I'm too scared and tired to go. I am in therapy but it doesn't seem to help. I don't know what to do. I'm an introvert. I feel like I never show up to anything because I'm antisocial.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-09-16 13:13:56
ID: 67731
In response to a confession. And now the whole floor of the assisted living place where Dad lives is under a 14-day quarantine! Three people tested positive for COVID and he’s texting me complaining. Why do I have to be so alone for two weeks… I feel like I’m in jail….my 87th birthday is next week and I can’t go to the party you’ve planned. Thanks to the assholes who refuse to get vaxxed. Once again your ‘my body my choice’ has fucked things up for others.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-09-13 01:44:52
ID: 67724
DH and I have been spending the summer near my Dad. Every year, just before we head home, he gets a little ‘clingy.’ His cardiologist told us a week ago that his tests revealed blockages in his heart, but wouldn’t do surgery. Today he tells me he can barely walk because his legs hurt so bad, and he’s decided that it’s because of the 80% occlusion in his femoral artery. The doc said NOTHING about percentages or the femoral artery! Five years ago he wouldn’t admit he had any medical issues. Now he’s taking his BP 8 times a day and checking his pulse ox at least 10.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-09-09 16:30:25
ID: 67712
I didn't reply and he texted again next day to ask if everything was okay. We are back to texting a bit, but I am using discernment now. I have backed from him a lot since I am prioritizing my healing.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-09-08 00:48:31
ID: 67682
He texted and asked how I was doing. I spent a good week making up stories in my mind. Perhaps he was just busy. Lesson learned to be careful that I don't read too much into other people’s words and behavior.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-09-06 04:33:45
ID: 67675
I have no expectations that I’ll hear from him again. And I’m okay with it. I was fine before I met him and will be fine after this.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-09-03 15:09:37
ID: 67655
In response to a confession. And you've stayed with this loser for two years because....?
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-09-02 18:08:33
ID: 67587
Went on a little getaway this past weekend with my boyfriend. We've been together almost 2 years. We even took Friday off. I didn't want to go. I wanted to pay down his credit and get stuff for our new place/apartment. We went and it was a terrible trip! He booked the wrong hotel. Got it figured out and got the hotel we originally wanted. His friend was supposed to call us but never did so bf ends up calling him to ask where some AA meetings are. Friend invites us over. We go to the store to bring something for them and guys wife since we were just meeting her for the first time. Our GPS's weren't working. He was having a man child tantrum about us having to go to the store. Went back to hotel and he falls asleep. Next day my sis and her bf come. We were going to walk a famous Bridge and go to the beach. Couldn't find parking for bridge, no big deal. We go to beach and my bf is being a back seat driver. I whispered to him that we could go straight and get to the beach. He yells out,
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-09-02 18:08:13
ID: 67588
con't/ "Jesus Christ, I can't even talk anymore without having permission." My sis and her bf were uncomfortable. I'm always having to tell him to lower his voice, don't embarrass me, or make fun of me in front of people. We don't talk at the beach. Go get dinner and he starts "joking" about me. I whisper to him, "enough" and he keeps doing it. Sis and her bf go home, we go back to hotel room and he sleeps AGAIN even though I suggested we go out on the town earlier. Leave the next day and he asks if I had a good weekend. I say no, he asks why, I try to explain, but he starts listing all the stuff I do wrong to him. He doesn't know how to communicate. Wants to sweep everything under the rug and wonders why the same shit gets brought up again and again. We head to casino and he gets pissed again because I'm trying to tell him how I feel. He says we're not going to casino, breaks hard and turns around. I say nothing more then he heads to casino after all. Then he asks me if I'm
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