Stream Of Consciousness
Posted by: anonymous
2014-04-18 21:49:46
ID: 2744
I made plans to get a babysitter, and DH had a rare day off and we were going to go to lunch and a few other things. Well this morning he claimed I never told him about it and he had things he 'needed' to do- for his hobbies. We haven't been out together alone in over 8 months. I am so sick of all his spare time being spent on hobbies. And I'm sick of him making me feel guilty that I want to do anything besides parent. So I went to Target alone during the baby's nap and sat in my car and cried in the parking lot.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-04-18 19:04:23
ID: 2738
Haven't heard back, yet about the job. Even though I've been feeling positive I had a feeling last night that I didn't get it. I really hope I'm wrong.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-04-18 16:58:21
ID: 2737
My family is going to the inlaws this weekend for Easter. I have the sil and bil with the marital problems and the ever so "helpful" mother in law. I cannot wait to hear and see what's going on. I'm such a nosy so and so. My coworkers are excited to hear about what's going on too. I can't gossip or be catty about this with my dh, it's his mom and sister and I don't want to be mean or snarky about them in front of him, so I get it all out at work. They love hearing the stories because it all.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-04-18 16:47:57
ID: 2735
How the national news channels can devote any time at all to Chelsea Clinton's pregnancy announcement is beyond me. There are real news events going on out there, ABC! No once cares about Chelsea having a baby when there are things going on in the world that we need to know in order to be informed voters here in the US.
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Posted by: Boobooboo
2014-04-18 16:22:32
ID: 2734
Let me try to block that, btw, I'm sick of signing out as -admin, so my confession is I am also Boobooboo.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-04-18 15:07:53
ID: 2732
Is anyone else getting the mormon.org ads? I'm not religious, but it really really bothers me that they have a picture portraying Jesus as a blue-eyed white dude.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-04-18 13:50:03
ID: 2731
Easter... All alone... Even he has ignored me, though he Said he'd have time for me.
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Posted by: hanginin
2014-04-18 13:10:11
ID: 2730
I had a dream last night that I was getting called out by an old friend for missing her wedding (which I did- and it was shitty). She was ripping me a new one and I knew I deserved it, but in the middle of what she was saying I got up, walked outside and lit a cigarette. She followed me outside, but she just got in her car, slammed the door, and drove off. And I stood there all by myself, smoking. Feeling completely and deservedly terrible. I woke up feeling all guilty and bad. But- I still have not smoked.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-04-18 07:50:56
ID: 2728
I have been away from my kitty for a week now, and I miss him so much. I am tempted to call and talk to him via the answering machine, but I don't know if that would be cruel. Grandma is taking care of him in my absence, checking on him twice a day and spending some time playing with him. I feel guilty though--he is used to his family being with him every morning, afternoon, and night.
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Posted by: anonymous
2014-04-18 07:40:27
ID: 2725
I often have trouble going pee. It doesn't matter if it's at home or in a public restroom. The atmosphere has to be just right--not too loud, not too quiet, bladder just full enough, can't be too pressed for time. It's the oddest thing, and I have been dealing with this for over 25 years. There's nothing physically wrong with me. Once I mentioned it to a new doctor who said it could be a type of social phobia. Who knows, but it's very inconvenient.
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