Stream Of Consciousness
Posted by: anonymous
2024-05-04 14:53:08
ID: 68764
Looking back to when I was a kid, I displayed a lot of signs of being sexually abused. I would do inappropriate things like intentionally expose myself. This was when I was really young, like maybe 7 or 8 years old. I also had bathroom accidents much longer than I should have. I remember my parents asking me why I didn't use the toilet and I remember honestly not knowing. I also started masterbating at a really young age. I have very detailed memories of all these things and my thoughts at the time. But I have zero memories of any kind of abuse or even feeling uncomfortable around any particular people. I'll add that I have very distinct memories going back to as early as age 2 about just general stuff, not just these things, which I don't think is common. I just can't help but wonder if I was sexually abused and just blocked the memory somehow.
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Posted by: anonymous
2024-05-16 01:38:09
ID: 68765
When my dad died, I was unbelievably angry that it was him and not my mom. She is a terrible person. Or is she a decent person and I’m the terrible one? I don’t know anymore. Anyway- I thought I was done being angry until I found out she’s “seeing someone”. She does all the things with him that she never did with my dad. She made my dad and us so miserable and now she’s trying to be happy and I’m so angry about it. I tried to talk to my H, but he just got mad at me for “saying I’m happy and that I’m not mad” and that he “must have failed me somehow since I have these feelings”. So now I feel guilty for feeling this way, angry about the situation, and guilty for talking to my H about it. So I’m here talking about it. I wish I could afford therapy. It’s $400/session with insurance here.
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Posted by: anonymous
2023-07-24 01:35:29
ID: 68694
Does anyone know where to turn in an eyeglass company? I went in for adjustment, but the employee ended up ruining my lenses, they're completely destroyed. She put the glasses with the lenses still in them in that heating device! I'm having to use an old pair that is a different prescription. I just got these 3 months ago. Their manager said they won't do anything because they don't have proof that I didn't walk in with them already like that. This is a big-name company. I don't know where else to go. I plan on contacting corporate, IDK if they have control over individually owned stores. I'd like to turn them in to force them to fix them. Attorney General or something?
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Posted by: anonymous
2023-07-12 13:01:52
ID: 68688
In response to a confession. Right?! I mean the nerve of all those kids dying and those animals being abused. They keep interrupting my important shows! /s
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Posted by: anonymous
2023-06-27 17:32:37
ID: 68682
My sister in law is one of my favorite people. I absolutely adore her. She has always had a bit of a weight problem, but no big deal (I have too). But over the past 10 years, it has gotten much, much worse. I just saw her last weekend, and she is easily over 400 pounds right now. She is wildly successful professionally and still works, manages kids, etc, but you can tell she's really struggling. She's losing mobility. We also both turned 50 this year and not getting any younger. I would never say anything, because it's not like she doesn't already know. And nothing I say will do anything other than make her feel worse. But I am so, so worried about her. I don't want to lose her, but I really don't think she'll be around in 10 years if something doesn't change. It makes me sad.
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Posted by: anonymous
2023-06-26 16:46:28
ID: 68681
I posted 5yrs ago about losing 35lbs & made it to 245lbs but worried about face sagging. 2yrs later I was diagnosed type 2 diabetic with 10.4 A1C. I was put on ozempic, got to 6.2 A1C. After much research, I had VSG surgery 2yrs ago. It reversed my diabetes, NO MEDS!!!, 5.3 A1C, weigh 165lbs now. My face isn't saggy, but my neck is. So is my body, ick. I got approved for plastic surgery. Hoping to have it done before the end of the year but it's going to cost a lot.
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Posted by: anonymous
2022-05-01 23:47:32
ID: 68337
In response to a confession. Replying to cocopop, no there's nobody. My husband thinks therapy is a waste of money. My mom is an emotionally abusive narcissist and my dad died last year. My siblings are far away or irresponsible and i have no friends. I'm really bad at making friends. I'm looking into online therapy options anyway. I can't afford to stay like this and i don't really know what to do.
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Posted by: anonymous
2022-04-30 18:27:28
ID: 68330
I feel like everything is falling apart. I am always ahead, perfectly planned and ready for everything. Trauma response hyper vigilance i think. Lately it's broken. I can't think, forget everything, i even left the booster seat and my wallet at home the other day. I forgot we had a soccer game, haven't cleaned in a month. I don't know what's wrong with me.
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Posted by: anonymous
2022-03-31 19:26:24
ID: 68267
Just curious about the term "partner" and how it's used. When people say his or her partner do they mean spouse (husband/wife) or a same sex partner? What's wrong with using spouse or husband/wife?
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Posted by: anonymous
2022-03-29 16:30:14
ID: 68255
Was the Will Smith slap pre-planned? I could see it going either way.
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