I wish I had great legs. I'm not overweight, but my calves have always been so big and weird shapen. Also uneven. They don't look right. Due to genetics, they are very bulky, stumpy. I hate them. If I could wear short shorts, hell yeah I would! I just have short stubby legs. It blows. Yeah I'm jealous of girls with great legs but I'd never call someone a slut because of it. How petty can you get! Hmm is there surgery or lipo for calves LOL.

Can we make this the unofficial body board? I want to confess about my weight loss program without annoying the crap out of everybody and don't know which board to use!

I seem to have lost my appetite and am losing weight rapidly. I feel fine, very energetic, sleep well. Hmmm

Today at work, I took off my jacket and my CW said "Hey B, how much do you weigh anyways?" When is that ever appropriate? She is quite overweight and I am not--not that it matters, but if I were to ask her the same question, HR would've probably gotten involved. Why does everyone think it's okay to comment on my weight??? It's NOT.

I love how mocking someone means throwing in something about their weight.

Shameless brag... I've been overweight forever. I was finally serious about losing when I got pregnant last year. My baby will be a week old tomorrow and I stepped on the scale today for the first time. I'm down 7lbs from my prepregnancy weight. I can't wait to see the results when I can finally start exercising again.

My aunt has gotten enormously obese. Her biggest kick now is smoothies and she carries her smoothie blender to our house when she visits. For the life of me I don't see how she's going to lose weight on smoothies when she adds two bananas, juice, yogurt, almonds and protein powder. I mean if you were going to the gym and pumping iron, maybe I could see it. She drinks all that down, then eats a big bowl of cereal. She doesn't exercise at all, sits and watchs TV for hours. Then has another smoothie later with blueberries, greek yogurt, more protein powder, Then eats a full lunch. I think she's missing the point and just keeps piling on the pounds. Love her, but she's going to be immobile eventualy, already pushing almost 400 pounds. Then lectures us on how we should eat healtheri!

I'm pretty sure my husband is lying to me about what he got in the mail today. He knows I'm nosey and usually gives me crap (jokingly) when I ask about things like what's in the package I had to sign for but tells me and shows me what it is. Today though I signed for a box wrapped with tape that says in big letters "DO NOT ACCEPT IF TAPE IS BROKEN--CHECK CONTENTS BEFORE SIGNING" which I didn't do because I was busy making sure ds didn't run into the street and didn't see the tape till after the ups guy left. So I ask dh what it is and he says it's medicine. So I ask him medicine for what and he says it's for his joints. He is in the military and picks up all his other meds at the pharmacy on post... They seriously discourage getting your meds anywhere else except in an emergency. So I ask why he didn't get it from the pharmacy and he says because he had to order it online and when I asked why he got kinda snippy and said "I don't know! That's just what I had to do!" And then snuck the bottle and all the other paperwork into the bedroom. Later when I was in the bedroom for something else I remembered that he brought them in here and could not find them. He is hiding something. I'm fairly certain he's buying weight loss supplements knowing I am against them. I don't really care what they do to him... I trust him to be responsible with them and if he gets any ill effects it's on him. But we cannot afford it right now. Especially since he gets the pricey stuff and then doesn't even work out. Most of what he buys is supposed to be taken along with exercise and a healthy diet. He had a king sized snickers bar for breakfast, and another for dinner and works out maybe once a week for half an hour right now. He is WASTING money we don't have! And I?' pretty sure maxing out a credit card he isn't supposed to be using to do so. Honestly, idk why I'm even married to him right now. This is just one of many things.

I weighed 20 lbs more than I do now when DH and I were dating and he told me that he isn't attracted to me anymore and wants me to gain some of the 20 lbs back. I'm borderline underweight now, but I don't really want to gain weight just for him. I wouldn't tell him to lose or gain weight for me unless he physically couldn't have sex anymore.

Every so often my mother throws a fit because I'm not living my life to her expectations, and she will stop talking to me for a few weeks or months. Even when I did do things the way she wanted me to, it still wasn't good enough. I'm in my 30's and live a pretty good life with my DD. When I worked, she would make snarky comments that a mother should be a SAHM and always be there for the child. When I became a SAHM, she made snarky comments saying that I'm lazy and just don't want to work. No matter what I do, she belittles it. When she stops talking to me, she turns things around and tells people that I refuse to talk to her and I am keeping my DD from her. Eventually she calls "I can't go any longer without your DD in my life, I love her too much". Yea.. if you loved her, you wouldn't put me through hell. I feel so free, so much weight is lifted off my shoulders, no more having to strive to be perfect even though I know perfect isn't good enough. I finally decided not to let her back in this time. I have people who are going to help me not let her back in. I hated all her drama and instigating, but I felt that I HAD to let her back in because she's my mom. I finally realized that I don't have to. A friend of mine is in her 30's and she wrote off her toxic/abusive mother and her life is so much better for it. I envy people who have parents who love them and treat them good.