Oh sure, DH, I'll start trusting you just because you say I should. 14 years of questionable/bad decision making can totally be undone in one statement.

This is a tmi confession. I have a cystocele and rectocele (bladder and rectum both protrude into vagina). It's so depressing to have your body messed up like that. It's been that way since my 3yo was born "sunny side up." I don't think it's bad enough for surgery because it's not painful and doesn't really interfere with day to day activities. Sex isn't as enjoyable though...I'm looser and air gets trapped in there in certain positions. I've been doing kegels, so we'll see if that helps.

I get home from work and snack too much because I'm exhausted and stressed. Then DH comes home, and I cook dinner, and eat it if I'm hungry or not. Bad move!

My DH is upset with me because I don't trust him. To bad he brought it on himself. He tried hooking up with another woman and I caught him. I forgave him quickly. Then a couple days later I caught him talking to the same woman...forgave again. Then I found out he was trying to hook up with his former co-worker. Then I found out he had cyber sex with her a couple months before that. I just can't forgive him this time. He keeps saying that he was joking with the co-worker. Bullshit, the idiot doesn't know what a joke is.

Where I work, there is the potential in the long-term for me to transfer to another location (most likely either Houston, TX or Denver, CO). I'm from the northeast US. Anyone have anything good/bad/indifferent to tell me about these two cities? Thanks!

My day at work was so crazy- good stuff, bad stuff, heavy duty stuff. Every day is like this. I wish there could be some normal days, where I just cruise, but no! I work for weeks at a time without a tiny glimpse of hope that I'm making a difference. Today I saw a difference . Grateful!

My fiancé(I've always hated that word) cheated in the past. I'm the first one he's ever cheated on.(special huh) Anyway we worked things out or so I thought. He locked me out of the house when he knew I was coming home from a 12 hours shift. He ignored my calls, Wouldn't answer the door bell, left me outside for a half hour. Then he flipped out because I was mad. Told me to get the F*** out of his house! I packed my stuff, paid for a uhaul, storage shed, paid for friends to help, He decides he didn't mean it, wanted me to move back in. I told him no. He wanted me out because he was talking to the girl he cheated with. He ran straight out to the bar to hang out with her. I'm done but feel stupid! 7 years of lies. It doesn't hurt as bad as the first time. It's hard to walk away even though I know he didn't/doesn't love me. The girl he cheated with has his heart. I know leaving is the right thing to do. It still makes you feel like crap.

I have dreams about my mother dying all the time. The thing is, she died six years ago. I dream that she is back but she can't stay. She's sick, and she isn't going to make it. One time in my dream she said, "I have something to tell you." I said, "How bad could it be? You're already dead." She didn't come back for a while after that. :(

i'm tired. all i want to do is go home and nap. dh always makes me feel bad like i should be running around cooking and cleaning. screw you dh! i work full time too! all he does when he gets home is sit in the shed, drink alcohol, and smoke weed & cigarettes. gross loser. wish he had a bed and bathroom in there. i'd lock him out.

Ah geez, I hate feeling stress. I'm so bad at dealing with it. And DH often thinks it's directed at him. He's said in the past (when I've told him I'm feeling stressed) "just don't take it out on me." But last night, when the stress was getting to me, I cleaned up the house (to use up some stress energy). Then when going to bed, I told DH how stressed I feel over various things happening (mainly at work). He was kind and told me to take it one day at a time and breathe. Thank you, DH, for finally getting what it is I need to hear!