Had a nightmare last night, and I'm pretty sure it was my ex-husband that was being so evil to me in the dream. I wanted it to stop so badly, and I finally did make it stop when I cried out "mama!" I woke myself up like that. I actually called for my mother! My dead mother about whom I have less than positive feelings! I called her name to stop someone from hurting me. It's laughable and sad at the same time. :(

The Husbeast got me into Magic the Gathering. This was a bad idea. Now we're both hooked and doing tournaments together. It's an insanely expensive hobby.

My brother calls me up to once again demand (not ask) that I host him in Europe when my husband and I move there this year. He goes on about how I owe him even after I paid for him and my mom to come to Hawaii as well as staying at our house for free while we were here, he goes on about how selfish I am. Well you know what? The reason why he isn't coming is because living in another country has always been my dream and I am not going to let some entitled brat demand to come uninvited especially when we have no idea when our furniture is arriving or even our car and even after I said "no" he still bugs and tries to get mom on his side. It has barely been five months since he visited us here and now he is demanding that I have him stay over there? No. I am not Richie Mc.TravelPlans for this guy and I don't care if he is paying for his ticket. He showed me great disrespect for hounding me after I said no, for telling mom to tell me to "suck his left nut" when I told her that there was no way he was coming and I have not made plans for anyone to visit this year. I don't care if he was joking, after someone gives you an all-expense trip,you don't throw a tantrum and demand another one or make bad jokes when they say no. He always invites himself over to whatever someone else is doing and expects him to pay. I cannot wait to move far away from this inconsiderate jerk. If he wants to go to Europe so badly he could pay for his ticket, go to a nice youth hostel and I will take him to dinner. I won't host his rudeness and the fact that he has never been nice to me, always demanding and saying I "owe" him for the fact that my dad (not his biological dad) got custody of me when we were kids and I was primarily taking care of him.

I don't believe your husband. I think there is a 90% chance that you never even said that in your sleep and it was just his bad excuse to try get you with another woman.

I decided after hearing the latest of how I am a bad sister for not flying down to Vegas for my brother's birthday and how I will not be allowing him to come and visit my husband and I when we move to another country (he invited himself and got angry when I said it was not a good idea) as well as hearing about how much things were worst in his life than anyone else. I am dealing with depression and anxiety and then I have to hear how MY not telling him anything affects him! I have come to the conclusion I will no longer be taking his phone calls. I just got rid of a big source of tension an anxiety in my life. I don't need to harassing phone calls or guilt trips. People may say that blood is thicker than water but life is too short to allow toxic people in your life.