Hello chit chat confessions, i'm a 16 boy from south america My english isn't perfect so excuse my poor grammar My confession is that i'm thinking about sex all the time, 24/7 I can't stop thinking about it, whenever i see a girl in the street or just a classmate that's hot i just start fantasying about then sexually. I know every men has this type of thoughts but i'm a out of control. I really need to have sex, this mad desire is driving me crazy, i think i may just call a hooker one day and forget about everything.

Why are we all supposed to want sex all the time? Why is only wanting it a few times a month not OK? I'm so sick of people deciding how much sex is "right" for other people. I'm very affectionate and warm, I just don't feel like having sex a lot of the time. I'm not asexual, it's just that my desire for it is not frequent. Just like I don't want to eat sushi every week. Maybe twice a month? Perfect. More than that? Ugh, no.

Former DIL has a degree in international business and is fluent in French as a second language. She then got her R.N. and has been working in a hospital ever since. She has no overwhelming desire to help sick people, she just didn't want to get a real job in the business field and thought getting a nursing degree was a good excuse for not working. She hates it. But then she hates working at anything period.

I recently found the show Obsessions Dark Desires on Youtube. I don't even know why I keep watching it because it makes me so mad. The stalking victims are treated like children by the authorities. Gah. *watches another episode*

That sounds like a nightmare to me. I'm not knocking having a lot of friends, I just don't have the energy or desire to keep up with so many people.

I've got my fingers crossed ds's baseball practice is cancelled. It's cold. It's wet. It's windy. I have zero desire to drive him there and wait in the car for an hour and a half or drop him off and drive home, wait an hour, then go pick him up. Dh is the coach and usually does the baseball thing with ds, but he has a conference call at 6:30 and can't go.

I have a boyfriend and we're in our late 40's. We've gone down the marriage route before (me 12 years, him 20). We have no desire to ever marry again. We live seperately but see each other a LOT. It would be easier, financially, to live together but we're both "space" people, we love our respective homes and we both like to spread out and have a lot of stuff. We've been criticized for "living in perpetual adolescence" by a couple of family members. I'd like to know why being married is so much more "mature" than having a relationship like ours. We both work, we're law-abiding, tax-paying citizens, we contribute to our communities, we are monogamous and happy, we do a lot of fun stuff and have a great group of friends, we've raised our kids. Who cares if don't want to live together or get married? After four years you'd think the critics would STFU but no, we still get little jabs.

I think I'm beautiful and sexy at my size, but I don't think I'm healthy. Not like I could be. I think I should lose at least 40 pounds of fat to be healthier. I have zero desire to be a size 4. I just want to be fit, but I have a total fear of exercise. I managed to get in a workout a couple of weeks ago, but haven't gone back because I'm scared. Of what? I don't know. I start to panic when I think of going back or exercising at all.

I really hate the summertime. I thought it would be different this year being in a swimsuit since I've reached my goal weight but no. I still have zero desire. I just hate the heat and the sun makes me think of wrinkles/cancer/sunspots. I'm just dreading it already. Can we ff to September please?

I feel just fine about myself. Maybe I worded that in a confusing way. Being told I'm sexy and desirable is foreplay, it turns me on. It makes me feel erotic and sexual to be sexually desired and to be told that in words not just actions. Do I have to kiss myself and lick my own clitoris too?