Dh and I have been having some issues. Mostly due to him, but I do take part of the blame. I told him I was tired of being the one always fighting for our marriage. I really thought we were through. Then he writes me this 4 page letter of how he really loves me and doesn't want us to be through. How he wants to take me on a honeymoon, candlelit dinners, etc. Which was sweet. Up until he couldn't keep his hands off me. I feel like he wants us together just because I'm easy sex. He doesn't have to work for it. I don't know probably overthinking it.

I really liked this guy but then I found out he had a girlfriend. I was so annoyed. Promptly cyber stalked her to check out my competition and... she seems like the coolest person ever. Creative, funny, down to earth, loves cats and books. Forget the dude, now I just want to be friends with her.

We live two hours from each other and often go weeks without spending time together. I love him when I'm with him, am affectionate and happy to see him. But I don't miss him when we're apart. Like, at all. I can go days without really thinking about him. I can't work out if that means I just feel secure or if I don't care anymore.

DH, I think your clothes may end up in the missing category while you're away (okay not really, but it is tempting!). The entire closet of the spare bedroom, half our master closet, 2/3rds of our dresser and 1/4 of the other dresser....they all contain YOUR clothes. I'm ready to murder you because of the sheer amount of crap you won't throw away. I love you, but not your clothes.

I spend a lot of time sincerely complimenting other kids. I need it to come back to me sometimes. Maybe I'd also like to hear some positive and supportive observations. This one-way generous love fest is about to come to an end. Don't be suprised.

I discovered a new show and I'm in love with it--Online Dating Rituals of the American Male.

You have every right to not want your spouse to smoke weed. Just because a few smoke heads who love to scarf Cheetoes with a bowl give it a pass it doesn't mean you have to. Employers are also free to do random drug tests and fire stoners who think drugs are more important than earning money.

I love eating anything that comes on a stick

My dh and I are going through a very rough patch. The toughest of my life. I've always tried to keep things in, but lately I've been talking to mil and she's very supportive. But I know she loves the drama, but I can not help myself. I wish I had somewhere to go and someone to talk to besides family. I'm thinking of starting a daily journal, but my mom always said never write stuff down, someone will find it. But I think I'm going to have to release my emotions in a healthier way.

I posted on truu a few times about my friend who was murdered and her case was never solved. I have finally accepted that one or more of my friends were involved. People who I know and love have been named as suspects and there is a good chance that my best friend of 20 years knows who did it. I still can't believe this is happening and it has been almost 15 years since she was killed.