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Parenting

Monday, 11:12 PM - Jul 07, 2014

#7503

I've had a miscarriage. Several years ago. On Fourth of July. And it hurt. Not so much physically, yes there was pain, but more-so emotionally, that hurt more. I was nearing 10 weeks in. Confused, sad, angry, happy, guilt, anxious, shaky, thirsty. The chaos that surrounded me was other's fun and laughter. No one had a clue what was going on with me. And for the most part, I didn't even know what was going on with me. As I went to the bathroom to change my overflowing pad for the about 7th time in 2 hours, I realized it was too late for me to want this pregnancy. I didn't want to raise another child. I was in my late 30's with three teen children already. My relationship was uncertain. I didn't trust him. But it wasn't this unborn child's fault. I completed the miscarriage physically that night and not only was my womb empty, but my heart was more empty. I was heartbroken and sad and still guilty, Did I wish this on myself? I used to be very emotional every year after as the fireworks burst in the air, but not just for America's Freedom, but for the life that could have been. If only I hadn't wished. My relationship blossomed into marriage and we went on to have a child. Now every Fourth of July, I will celebrate Freedom and life. There I said it. Time to let it go.

Anonymous

Stream of Consciousness

Saturday, 08:49 PM - Jul 05, 2014

#7370

The government might want to deport Sofia Vergara because of her ass-hugging clothes, but not 8000 illegal child immigrants. I say let's outfit all of them in ass-hugging skirts as soon as they cross the border and then back they go to Central America. Problem solved!!!

Anonymous

Stream of Consciousness

Saturday, 05:10 PM - Jul 05, 2014

#7357

I know some South American men. They say they are liking asses best. Women cater to that there. Boobs are okay to them too but not so much as asses.

Anonymous

Pop Culture

Thursday, 06:55 PM - Jul 03, 2014

#7217

Wow, I think my German friend & my Italian friend (well, both are married to Americans) are doing more to celebrate US Independence day than I am. I usually don't do squat. I don't have the chance to, really. Oh well.

Anonymous

Stream of Consciousness

Tuesday, 02:52 PM - Jul 01, 2014

#7060

Why is it that as soon as racism is brought up, it's assumed that the person is talking about black and white? There are other nationalities that are discriminated against. Native Americans, Dutch, polish, Indian, etc.

Anonymous

Stream of Consciousness

Monday, 02:44 AM - Jun 30, 2014

#6971

People are so very misinformed! There are scholarships for EVERYBODY! I hope you're up in arms that the right handed kid didn't qualify for the left handed scholarship. Or that the Muslim kid couldn't qualify for a Catholic scholarship. Oh and heaven forbid your child was too tall to qualify for the 4'11 student scholarship. I am African-American, and *gasp* I went to an inner city school. I qualified for exactly $0.00 in financial aid from the school, because my parents made too much money. I'm sick of people extolling that minorities are stealing all the scholarships. I got a scholarship to college that was merit based. So many people said, I was picked because I was black and it made the school look good. If you want a scholarship read a god damn book, study hard and get one. They're is no race criteria for them. Also, it's not a minorities only scholarship. It's for people of low economic status. I take offense that you call it entitlement as well. I won't bring up racial injustices and how sad it is that affirmative action was necessary, because heaven forbid I offend anyone by saying minorities get treated like crap in comparison. Please dear lord don't think I'm pulling the race card. White people, actually people as a whole owe me nothing but respect.

Anonymous

Stream of Consciousness

Sunday, 08:24 PM - Jun 29, 2014

#6945

Some people might bring your race into it because there are scholarships and grants and things of that nature that only african american students are eligible for.

gabatik

Stream of Consciousness

Tuesday, 09:52 PM - Jun 24, 2014

#6589

Remember the Montana judge who sentenced the rapist teacher to 31 days after his victim killed herself because she looked "older than her chronological age"? He just sentenced a vandal to 5 years for shooting out windows with a BB gun. God Bless America.

Anonymous

Stream of Consciousness

Tuesday, 10:27 AM - Jun 24, 2014

#6553

I always wanted a little shamrock or celtic cross tattoo until I realised both of those represent neo nazi/white supremacist gangs. Kind of annoying that my cultural heritage (actually Irish, not American Irish, not that it matters) is being used by racist thugs.

Anonymous

Parenting

Monday, 03:50 PM - Jun 23, 2014

#6471

And waging more wars on the Arab world seems to be a much better solution than singing Kumbayah. After all, given that the ISIS regime is a result of the Iraq war, that's worked out SO well for us and the people of the Arab world so far. America. Fuck yeah!!!!!111