I'm so sorry for your loss, I can't imagine the pain you are in. We are all gifted in my family, some stronger than others. One of my relatives is a very strong psychic and has warned me of certain things. But then there are things she won't tell me about. When I asked why, she said because there are things that I HAVE to go through to continue on my path. If she told me, then I'd alter my path. For example, she didn't tell me that I shouldn't be with my first husband, because I needed him in my life then to get to the next step. She was right. If I hadn't been with him, there were things I would not have been able to accomplish, and I wouldn't have later met the one man who was able to give me a child.