Im addicted to junk food and dont know how to stop.

So, just two channels? How many users are registered?

Dh is making an effort to form a bond and relationship with ds1. The thing is instead of either making up his own games to play or waiting till ds and I are done he just kinda barges in and takes over. Ds is 16 months, dh has been gone for 11 of them, and around but not very active with him for another 2 or 3... I try to tell him but he doesn't understand...he can't rough house with him like I do... Or sneak up on him...I just feel so bad seeing him try and look so disappointed when ds cries and runs to me.

So basically my youngest brother has been talking behind my back and calling me disgusting names. He also calls his exes "whores" and my stepmom is a b***h. I got sick of it and told him that with a mouth like that no wonder no woman respects him and that he is nothing but a little boy and a mooch. Mom defended him and I said "Congrats, you raised a man who would grow up to be just like his father." (His dad was abusive to my mom) Sorry, I don't respect men who talk about woman so disgustingly and mothers who take that crap. Also, if it was anyone saying that about her daughter my mom would be on them but because it is the son she always backs up, it is completely ok. Now the end result is I have cut out my brother from my life and my mom has lost my total respect.

So it's ok for my right wing bible quoting FIL to live with his girlfriend and not be married, collect disability, use Medicaid and SNAP. But my two children having CHIP insurance- that we pay premiums for- (and one child has a chronic disease) because DH's job doesn't provide steady insurance is a sin. Ok whack job. In one ear and out the other.

My husband is a very smart man who sometimes doesn't think things through before he does them and therefor making a not smart decision. This drives me crazy sometimes. For instance, he likes to teach our 3yo dd things, perfect, right? Yesterday he decided how to show her how to open her own little pill pack which contains her allergy medicine. I really don't think I am overreacting in thinking that just because she wanted to know how, means she should. He just needs to say "no" to her once in awhile. Now she knows how to open certain pill containers. We are diligent about keeping them up but there are always the "what ifs"

Today was supposed to be my one day to be all alone. There are 6 people in our house between DH and I, the 2 kids, and my parents. Parents went away for a few days and will be home tomorrow, DH had work and the kids had school. Until my DD woke up at 4 a.m. with an upset stomach and has been up since. I hope she feels better, but damn if I didn't need a day alone!

I had a tubal ligation in 2009. Every month, I hope I am pregnant. I'm almost 38, so I know I'm too old to have a baby, but I still hope. I'm driving myself crazy!

DH and DS argued all day yesterday. During evening shower DS was screaming and DH couldn't get things sorted out so I went upstairs to settle things. While up there I slipped on a puddle of water caused by DS getting in and out of the shower repeatedly. Fell hard on my knee and twisted my back. I love my family but am really fantasizing about a secluded cabin in the Vermont woods. I just want to be alone--for about 5 days. After that the hot coach is welcome to join me.

4yo Ds was getting a shower with his dad this morning. He points at dad's penis and says "that thing gets bigger!" I am so not ready for this part of parenting..... :-/