My horoscopes have all said things about salary increases, being recognized for my hard work, given more responsibility, promotions, etc this week. Now if only my employer would finish interviewing all candidates for what would be a promotion with more responsibility and better pay... that I've been working on all year! I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but out of all of the people I know that applied, I'm the most qualified and reliable. There are 2 men that I consider my biggest competition- one has scheduling conflicts that the application specifically said would not be considered and the other one is "on paper" qualified but when he's had a bad day, the entire building knows it and he's not the greatest at receiving criticism. I just wish they'd freaking announce it already so I can stop stressing and figure out what to do next. If I don't get it, I'm going to see if I can have a bigger role in the administrative side.. and maybe take some classes.

I got a feeling of deep despair like I'd never had before when my grandma died. She wasn't even sick, but after she passed I found out that she'd died at the exact time I felt the despair. I've never felt that again for anyone.

I was a little stressed out at work today and also frustrated with some clients. A coworker noticed and stopped to talk and give me a hug. At that, I got the worst feeling - just deep despair - and started bawling. Like gasping for air. She told me to come to her office to talk when I got a chance. As soon as she left, I was fine, like I did a 180. But when I went in her office again, I got that feeling again. Deep, dark sadness and I could barely breathe from the crying. And again, I was fine when I left her office. She's pregnant, and her dh is a firefighter. The last time this happened to me is when a hs classmate of mine found her dh dead. (She's on the other coast, but I felt it at the exact time she found him.) Now I'm worried that something is going to happen to my coworker, her dh, or her unborn baby.

I wished yesterday I could rewind my life 11 years and relive my kids infant years, knowing what I know now. Last night I had a dream of my oldest as a toddler. We were so rushed to get on a plane, but oh....his sweet face. I feel like the universe heard me.

H does martial arts, he's really good at it. It takes a year to move to the next belt, you have to get 4 stripes before you move to the next belt. He only had 3 stripes when he went to class. He came home from class while I was in the shower, he came in to say hi, and suddenly I said "You got your next belt", he asked "how did you know?"... It just came to me. He skipped a stripe and got the next belt 3.5 months early. He had already taken off his uniform, so I didn't see it. It's common for me to have psychic visions, but I don't bring them on, they just happen.

haha, yes, just having some fun on the 'psychic' channel :) Love this site!

I don't know if this was meant to be funny, but I spit out my vodka and tonic when I read it, lol. #easilyamused

Oh, I just had a feeling this site would go down!

When someone who's passed wants to communicate with me, it happens through thoughts or visions that will make sense to me or the person I'm telling - a name, nickname, initials, a song, maybe their favorite perfume or flower or their smell. I may see them in a hospital bed or watching their SO doing laundry. As far as ghosts, I have seen a Confederate soldier, a little boy in my last apartment, a woman walking down the road, a younger man crossing the street, a man in my backyard and a woman standing behind me in the kitchen of my new (old) house. I used to go to an antiques store that had two little kid spirits that would turn the lights off, tug at your clothes and ride the rocking horse. That's also where I saw the soldier; you would hear his boots on the floors and he would slam the front door if you didn't close it all the way :)

Are you into astrology? I would really love to to learn more! Please let me know if you recommend any books for the newbie.