Crazy and I mean CRAZY thoughts have been popping into my head lately - and they've happened. More than a month ago I was at a convenience store and for whatever fucking reason I had the thought that a strange man was going to somehow insult my husband. I have no idea why I thought this, how totally random. Well, it happened today. I was at a different convenience store on lunch break, wearing my name tag, and a strange man actually said to me that my husband shouldn't make me work so I could be at the beach today. Like WTF. On Sunday, I read about the big lottery win in CA and thought about a relative there. I thought, "She's coming into money." Not that she'd won the lottery, just that she was coming into money. HELL if she didn't call me yesterday. She got a letter in the mail that an older relative died and she's a beneficiary of their life insurance.

I love Adam Ant and when he was on tour last year I thought about flying to DC because that was the closest city to me that he was playing in. Too much money, didn't go. On Friday I was at my desk and I thought I'd check this local theatre, I have never been there but all of the sudden I wanted to see who or what is playing there. And one of the upcoming shows is Adam Ant!!! On my birthday! Only a few seats left, I am going! I have no idea who or what directed me but I am so happy and grateful. Stand and fucking Deliver indeed

This will be a lame post, so last couple days I kept thinking about Cameron Diaz, I don't know why, she just popped in my head and I wondered what happened to her since I hadn't seen her in movies or celebrity gossip (I admit I like celeb gossip), and then today I see an article about her and how she was on a panel with Gwenyth Paltrow and Cameron Diaz was asked not in these words obviously, but "where ya been girl?!". It was just weird that this article popped up after these last couple days of her on my mind.

I was doing yoga this morning in my living room and, out of nowhere, got a huge whiff of old school Estee Lauder perfume. It has happened before, but it's been a few months since I last smelled it. I usually smell it when I'm out working in my flowerbeds. Here's the weird thing: a little old lady named Beverly used to own the house. She died and I bought the house from her daughter. Beverly installed all the flowerbeds and loved gardening. This house was her pride and joy. She also, according to her daughter, wore Estee Lauder perfume. Whenever it happens, I just say, "Hi, Bev! House is great, thanks for stopping by!" Yeah, I'm friends with dead people.

I just love that serendipitous feeling when everything is going well, and you can just feel the universe pushing you in the right direction. Haven't felt that for a while. Been getting so many signs that things are finally moving along as they should and that just makes me so happy I could shit, lol.

Here's what happened to me. My ex is the biggest POS. He puts on a good front, but even though I left with our child years ago, he still manages to hurt us and get away with so much. A few days ago he did something, and all the years of hurt and anger boiled up and opened the floodgates in me. No one was home, so I let loose. I screamed at the top of my lungs, cried, cursed him, punched pillows, just absolutely RAGED. I actually wished him dead (and promptly went to my priest to confess). Today I ran into one of his friends, who told me that very day/time, my ex was at work, suddenly got vertigo, passed out and had to go to the hospital. Coincidence, right?

I've had 2 events happen this week. First, my DDs dad, we havent really spoken in over 8 months since he decided he didn't want to be in our DDs life anymore. A few days ago I got the vision that he and his girlfriend broke up and he's planning to move back home (15hrs away). Yesterday I had to text him for the PW to his xbox account because he changed it, and he lets DD use it but she couldn't sign in. All of a sudden he's telling me all about his break up and has been applying to jobs back home. Second, I went to take a nap on the couch around noon, set my alarm for 3 when DD gets home, but I unlocked the front door as usual in case I don't wake up to the alarm. As soon as I laid my head down, I had a vision of someone bursting through the door. A few minutes later, BF burst through the door (to scare me)..his job let them off 4 hours early, which never happens.

I've always had slight psychic abilities and be able to sense spirits. I can't bring on psychic visions, they just happen when they happen. I feel like I don't belong some times because I'm not normal but I also don't have stronger abilities. To normal people and to the real psychics...I'm different.

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