I'm one of those "beautiful women" I never used to be but I outgrew my ugly as I got older in my teenage days. It sucks being pretty cause I get the stink eye and snubbed by women all the time. The last time a woman was mean to me was last week when a woman put her elbow into me at my son's daycare. I was walking through the door and she pretty shoved her wide body into mine complete with a jab of her elbow. It was uncalled for. I wanted to say something but I didn't. It truly sucks and hurts being skinny and pretty and women purposely leaving you out at every event, such as the PTO at my kids school, bbq for my dh work, the moms at my ds daycare. I'd rather be just average.

My best friend has started spending a lot of time with someone that has hated me (and I've grown to hate them) for over half of my life. Newsflash- she hates you too, and has been very vocal about it in the past. I don't believe for one second she has changed. I never will. So the two of you can have each other- I want no part in it. And the more you try to push her on me the harder I will push you away.

I have to still ask our programmer if this is possible.... But I was thinking, if you're a registered user, your confession will still post automatically (anonymous or not)... But unregistered users should still be able confess, but have to "approved" by the back end in order to post.

So relieved that my college tuition will be paid for the upcoming year thanks to state funds. Yes!

The dark chocolate confession reminded me that I have Dove Dark Chocolate in my fridge. Thank you sweet confessor! I <3 you.

I bought a sexy new bra from VS today. Satin and hot pink. Matching undies that will only be worn for seduction because they look so uncomfortable. Luckily I had the coupon for free hipphuggers and those look comfy. I love getting new bras, best thing ever. I was measured and went up a size. From a C to a D.

I think we need to broaden our definition of beauty to be more inclusive of all shapes and characteristics. Alternatively, I think we need to stop believing that beauty is an important thing in our lives. Fuck beauty! I'm ugly and and am still a wonderful, intelligent person worthy of respect. I don't need to feel beautiful to feel good about who I am. I focus on what else I have to offer the world rather than feel the value I have as person is measured by how much people want to look at me.

Wanted to add that if he was to fly over to the country he would have to pay for his own ticket and honestly I just want to tell him to get his own hotel or there are youth hostels. I just know that I will get bad reactions from everyone for daring to not host a family member.

How much can I do for a person? I live in a highly desirable tourist spot and I paid for my mom and brother to come over here to visit. The whole time my brother complained about my mom asking him for money(despite getting a free ticket and a place to stay), did some disrespectful things (mooning the camera at a place sacred to the culture) , never chipped in and then later on expected to be invited again! Recently my DH got a better job offer in another country and while I am happy for this, my brother started to invite himself. I already said no because we don't even have a house yet and he is inviting himself?! Then my mom backs him up even though he was being a jerk to me over the phone. I am angry at him for acting entitled to stay with us again and then giving me attitude when I say no. He says "It's his dream" to come to this country but why am I expected to fund and host it? He spread it around the family that I was selfish but luckily my dad told everyone that I paid for his trip last time. I am just sick of being used and then bashed for when I finally put my foot down. If he was somewhat nice about things I would think about having him over but his attitude and entitled behavior makes me sick.

Due to a hormone imbalance and my Mediterranean ancestry, I have dark hair on my face. I finally was able to afford laser hair removal and it's getting rid of it- yay! Downside? It's bringing out coarse colorless hairs on my chin. Oh well, it's better than black hair I guess.