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Posted by: anonymous
2021-10-17 13:46:54
ID: 67815
I splurged and made myself a facial appt for this past friday. The whole day felt wrong, like something was trying to tell me not to do it. Of course, I did it anyway and guess what? I'm on day 2 of an allergic reaction. My eyes are nearly swollen shut. Smh. Idk when I'm going to learn to listen to my instincts.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-10-15 19:17:29
ID: 67810
My H and I were talking about a friend, and I mentioned I hope they announce their engagement soon so I can work on a wedding ring quilt for them. I adore making quilts for people. And he said, "not everyone is excited about quilts. Most people dont like them at all." And it really hurt my feelings. Like, I don't care if they throw it away or donate it, it's just something I genuinely enjoy spending my time doing? It makes me happy. Why does he have to be such a dick about things I enjoy that are different from the "norm"?
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-10-14 18:22:02
ID: 67809
Before the pandemic, I basically had a buzz cut. A year and half later, my hair is past my shoulders. For the past several months, I've actually had to brush it! I recently realized that I have been avoiding the brush because DH has oily hair, and he NEVER cleans out the brush. Every time I go to use it it needs cleaning, and often washing. I just realized today there is a $25 solution to my growing resentment. I just ordered a nice brush on Amazon. Why do I never think to throw money at a problem? It also took me a year of DH complaining about back problems before realizing we could just buy a comfortable couch. We are both so used to living a minimalist lifestyle that we forget that buying things is sometimes the easiest fix.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-10-10 23:26:19
ID: 67796
My hemoglobin is 7.3. I slept 14 hours yesterday. I need an iron infusion but my insurance is still deciding if it’s covered. FML
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-10-10 12:10:18
ID: 67794
For once in my life I want to be thin. Like scary thin. I want to know what it feels like for people to be worried I'm too small rather than deal with their faux health concerns about me being too big.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-10-08 19:15:29
ID: 67788
I found out that an old friend / boyfriend from high school died. He and I were more like FWB, never a serious boyfriend. But we were each other's first sexual partners, enjoyed each others company, and had a lot of fun and shared a lot of good talks. I moved away and hadn't seen or talked to him for 30 years. We kept in touch for a few years after graduating, but it was a lot harder before the internet and cell phones, so we eventually lost touch. He went to a different school, so we didn't have a lot of mutual friends either. He went to an Ivy League college, which I knew, and ended up getting a Master's as well. Turns out he developed an alcohol addiction and strruggled for years. He eventually took his own life. I haven't seen him for so long, but I'm truly sad. I'm sad that a lot of people who knew him never knew the person I did. His handsome smile, his kindness, his ambition. Rest easy, Matt. See you on the other side.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-10-05 16:37:41
ID: 67783
In response to a confession. I'm tired of any of this "awareness" crap in general.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-10-04 12:42:12
ID: 67779
In response to a confession. Speaking as a Mom, I would never fault my kids for protecting themselves from an abuser, even if I weren't able to protect them from him. I would not be crushed. I would be glad that they found the freedom and strength that I couldn't. Anyone who isn't is sort of an abuser as well for emotionally manipulating them to allow themselves to continue to be mistreated so I'm not the only one suffering.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-10-04 07:34:19
ID: 67778
So over all this fake mental health awareness crap. People post memes without giving a flying fuck. They don't have time for people in their life who need help, they don't think how their shitty actions affect others. This society is one big fucking joke, nothing but inspirational memes while everyone ignores each other on their phone. Fuck all of this
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-10-03 20:57:24
ID: 67774
I hate those stupid “life hacks" I've been seeing online everywhere lately. Usually zero percent helpful, to me anyway.
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