As soon as I get my first paycheck, I am going to find my own place and move the eff out.

Housing drama…I thought it was over. The landlord wants to rent out the spare bedroom even the house is already small to a family member who is a middle aged married man Mon-Thu. I would be alone with him since she’s gone during the week. Wtf? She is looking to make extra money I guess and have someone help watch her parents when she’s gone during the week. Still very strange and seems out of the blue, but I noticed she started clearing spare bedroom last weekend but didn’t say anything until today. When I get my first paycheck, I’m getting my own apartment and get out of here.

So tired of getting those bogus texts from Amazon claiming my account has been suspended.

I did and it was negative. Thank you for the suggestion! I didn’t realize there were new symptoms out. Pregnancy was negative too. I managed to lose 7 pounds, but now I’m bleeding randomly. I haven’t had a cycle for a year, so it’s weird. I guess it’s some hormone fluctuations but I don’t know what could cause it. I guess I need to make an ob appt. Sometimes having girl parts is so exhausting.

We live in Florida. We have (and love) visitors throughout the winter. Some help with meals and take us out to eat; some have sent flowers as a thank you….then there’s the current visitors. No help, no offers to pay for meals, and I even got a request to do laundry today. The excuse? ‘We’re on vacation, which means we just get to hang out and do nothing.’ I think I can safely say that this will be their last vacation at our house.

Did you test for covid? I just read today that the newest variant includes symptoms of joint pain, including back and shoulders.

Idk what’s wrong with me. I’ve picked up the slack and been both parents for years. I’ve always been the one that does everything. Now that’s he’s finally making an effort and actually paying attention to me, remembering what I say, being kind to the kids and me, doing household chores, etc. he just grosses me out. I can see he’s trying, but my whole self is saying no. Now I’m the problem and I don’t know how to fix it.

I’ve gained 15 pounds in 3 weeks. I didn’t change anything at all. Eating, drinking, exercise (lack there of), nothing. And everything is achy. My joints hurt so badly, especially my shoulders. I’m on the implant birth control and my H is snipped, but I’m going to get a test tomorrow. I don’t know what I’ll do if it’s positive. I’d rather die than have more kids.

Ds6 had a nightmare and woke his dad, who had a hissy fit bc ds wanted me and not him. Ds spent 30 minutes crying before going back to sleep. I got angry with H for being a dick, H stormed out of the house and declared he won’t be back today. All because ds has a (for good reason) preferred parent and H didn’t get laid yesterday. He’s so huffy when he doesn’t get precisely his way. I’m so sick of it. Happy new year to us. Yay.

I'm so sorry. I hope they weren't there long and are home now! This right here is my husband. He'll want to watch a movie, and has the volume on 70. Then he'll get a notification on his phone and check it, which then leads him to watch YouTube videos (volume on loud) for who knows how long and responding to messages. The other night, I wanted to watch a movie, so we all gathered around. Halfway through he decides to get up and make dinner (at 5:30!) which only took 20 minutes. Even though we have an open floor plan and can see the TV from the table, my concentration was completely lost due to him wanting to have conversation at the table. grrr