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Posted by: anonymous
2021-04-12 19:29:11
ID: 66972
One of my DD's old friends mom is upset she has to move but practically wishes death on her landlord for kicking her out and calling him a greedy scumlord. Their rent has been $500 for 9 years for a 3bdrm 2ba house, his mortgage is over $700. Average rent for the area is $1200. They had an agreement for a lower rent if they fix up the place. They didn't. They've destroyed it. Her LL gave her 3 months notice to move out so he can sell the house. It's not LLs fault her H ran their credit to the ground & puts ALL their money up his nose. She's calling places crooks cuz they keep her application fee after being denied. If your credit is bad, don't apply. People keep blaming others for things that are their own fault.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-04-12 11:49:17
ID: 66970
Uncomfortable topic, but I've nobody to talk to about it. My mom ended up having my dad cremated and it's not sitting well with me at all. It's been 2 months and I keep having nightmares that it wasn't real, and other more intense things I won't go into because they're really disturbing. My mom beat it into our heads from toddlerhood that cremation would send you to hell because you wouldn't have a body to go to heaven in. And even though it seems unreasonable and unrealistic, I can't mentally deal with it at all. Idk how to get past this.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-04-11 22:20:57
ID: 66966
Decided to try the Home Fresh deal. When it wasn’t delivered on Monday I emailed customer service. They said due to a water problem five miles away FedEx would be a day late. It was shipped on 4/3, wasn’t delivered as promised on 4/5, and on 4/7 when I emailed again, I was told they had credited my credit card. Today, 4/11, it came....eight days after being shipped. Do you have any idea how badly spoiled fish, chicken and beef smells, even when packed in styrofoam in a box?
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-04-11 01:31:34
ID: 66962
My dh thinks we have some kind of "special" relationship because we never argue. But I think it's just that I literally would sell everything I believe in to avoid confrontation and I absorb and become whatever the person nearest to me needs and wants. I need therapy.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-04-10 23:36:37
ID: 66961
I've been struggling with my eating disorder a lot lately. I've been working with my therapist to discover why I hold onto it still and I think I've figured it out. My DH has always wanted me to deny myself pretty much everything that normal people enjoy in life: eating out at restaurants, getting my hair done at a salon, going on vacations, having nice clothes, etc. I was raised differently; my parents always told me that money wouldn't go with you and you have to live a little too. I think my eating disorder is my way of coping with the depression and boredom of being married to someone who never wants to do anything, buy anything, or go anywhere. It's most definitely a coping mechanism but I need to figure out something different or I'll disappear into thin air.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-04-10 23:28:47
ID: 66958
I've learned during this pandemic that big family holiday gatherings are largely overrated and that it's more important than ever to support local businesses. I know so many people who either lost their businesses or came very close. I'm also discovering I'm not as self-reliant as I once thought, despite thinking I'm a pretty independent person.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-04-10 23:24:08
ID: 66956
In response to a confession. You think that's gross....we once got a shipment of wormwood bark at work that looked "funny". When we looked at closer, we found it was probably at least 50% bugs, all crushed up in the bark. Apparently the FDA allows companies up to a certain percent of foreign material, mouse droppings, hairs, bugs, etc. in our food before they have to take action. So we had to sit there and determine that the wormwood was over the "limit" on bug content and sent it back to the vendor. So nasty. This is also a big part of why I don't eat a lot of processed food, lol.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-04-09 18:45:42
ID: 66951
My H commented on the state of my truck, and while it's a mess, it just pissed me off. It's always the person who is always alone in the car that has snide remarks about messy cars. Not those of us who spend 8-10 hours a day in the car with kids, solely responsible for food, entertainment, and all the other cleaning duties that come with being a mom. The house and kids come first, then the other *stuff* and by the time I get around to cleaning the car I'm exhausted and I don't want to. Why don't YOU help with something instead of being a judgy asshole?
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-04-09 14:56:49
ID: 66948
Found something odd in my food. Was eating a granola bar I got from the store, bit into it and something hard hit my tooth. At first I thought it was a peanut, or something overly fibrous or burnt/not properly processed, but when I pulled it out of my mouth and inspected it, it looked like a piece of a lollipop stick. I was def a little disgusted. Don't know if this particular company that makes these bars also makes candy, but it grosses me out to think maybe a person was sucking on a lollipop while working or something and it fell into a batch.
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Posted by: anonymous
2021-04-09 09:36:28
ID: 66947
In response to a confession. You're not lazy. This year has been traumatic. Be gentle with yourself. If no one else is kind, be kind to yourself. Sometimes you have to be your own mother, sister, and best friend. You will be alright. (hug)
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