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Posted by: anonymous
2023-06-27 17:32:37
ID: 68682
My sister in law is one of my favorite people. I absolutely adore her. She has always had a bit of a weight problem, but no big deal (I have too). But over the past 10 years, it has gotten much, much worse. I just saw her last weekend, and she is easily over 400 pounds right now. She is wildly successful professionally and still works, manages kids, etc, but you can tell she's really struggling. She's losing mobility. We also both turned 50 this year and not getting any younger. I would never say anything, because it's not like she doesn't already know. And nothing I say will do anything other than make her feel worse. But I am so, so worried about her. I don't want to lose her, but I really don't think she'll be around in 10 years if something doesn't change. It makes me sad.
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Posted by: anonymous
2023-06-26 16:46:28
ID: 68681
I posted 5yrs ago about losing 35lbs & made it to 245lbs but worried about face sagging. 2yrs later I was diagnosed type 2 diabetic with 10.4 A1C. I was put on ozempic, got to 6.2 A1C. After much research, I had VSG surgery 2yrs ago. It reversed my diabetes, NO MEDS!!!, 5.3 A1C, weigh 165lbs now. My face isn't saggy, but my neck is. So is my body, ick. I got approved for plastic surgery. Hoping to have it done before the end of the year but it's going to cost a lot.
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Posted by: anonymous
2023-06-05 05:13:11
ID: 68676
In response to a confession. After a month of dead silence about any potential roommate. Last week, landlord texted to ask me to meet with a new this past weekend. Oh and she didn't tell me that she already showed her the room the weekend prior. Meeting went fine, but now I'm getting a new roommate this week. Does she even know about the insects we've been getting since January?! I bet she doesn't, but landlord wanted to collect rent. Just laughing so I don't cry about this sh*t show.
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Posted by: anonymous
2023-05-24 19:34:58
ID: 68670
I’ve spent 30 years convinced my mother was the problem. Of course she “did her best”. But it wasn’t enough. I wasn’t enough. I know she waited 10 years for me. I know that. But she kept me locked up. I wasn’t allowed to do anything, ever. And then she just let me out at 17 and expected me to function like a whole adult. So of course I fucked up and got pregnant and made really poor decisions. But maybe I’ve been the problem all along. Maybe I was too stubborn. Maybe I should have just let her control me. Why did I have to make it so hard for her to win? I hate hurting people. I would give my whole self to not allow anyone to hurt. But I’ve hurt her anyway because I finally chose me over her. And I can’t stop feeling guilty and like it’s my fault. I should have just powered through and waited it out.
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Posted by: anonymous
2023-05-20 23:57:49
ID: 68667
Intake went super well! Property manager was amazing to speak with and said my chances are good because there are still affordable units left! I have to wait 1-3 weeks for income and employment verifications to process then will hopefully be getting the call. One step closer to get my dream apt!! Please let this happen. Will cry happy tears!
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Posted by: anonymous
2023-05-19 13:25:32
ID: 68664
Thanks all for your "faves" and "hugs" below. I have an intake interview for a new apartment building this weekend. Please, please let everything go well! I have to move out. We've had bugs here since January and she's hardly doing anything about it. Disgusting!
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Posted by: anonymous
2023-04-23 23:05:43
ID: 68654
As soon as I get my first paycheck, I am going to find my own place and move the eff out.
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Posted by: anonymous
2023-04-23 23:04:09
ID: 68653
Housing drama…I thought it was over. The landlord wants to rent out the spare bedroom even the house is already small to a family member who is a middle aged married man Mon-Thu. I would be alone with him since she’s gone during the week. Wtf? She is looking to make extra money I guess and have someone help watch her parents when she’s gone during the week. Still very strange and seems out of the blue, but I noticed she started clearing spare bedroom last weekend but didn’t say anything until today. When I get my first paycheck, I’m getting my own apartment and get out of here.
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Posted by: anonymous
2023-03-05 18:10:16
ID: 68634
So tired of getting those bogus texts from Amazon claiming my account has been suspended.
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Posted by: anonymous
2023-01-19 13:29:44
ID: 68623
In response to a confession. I did and it was negative. Thank you for the suggestion! I didn’t realize there were new symptoms out. Pregnancy was negative too. I managed to lose 7 pounds, but now I’m bleeding randomly. I haven’t had a cycle for a year, so it’s weird. I guess it’s some hormone fluctuations but I don’t know what could cause it. I guess I need to make an ob appt. Sometimes having girl parts is so exhausting.
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