I don't understand how some people think. My DH's old college roommate is very conservative. Posts the typical super conservative news and memes all over FB. All this 'women should be women and men should be men' type stuff. If that's how you feel that's how you feel. But when we went up to visit him for his engagement last summer he grilled me about being a SAHM and said the usual rude crap about 'what do you DO all day' and 'you don't WORK?!' Like it was very shocking to him. Well doesn't the whole 'men should be men' thing mean women stay home and raise their families? I mean you can't have it both ways. I can't go out and 'earn my keep' and also stay home and 'do what god intended.' For me to stay home means my DH supports me. How can you be for and against something at the same time?

One of my dogs takes the opportunity to mark in my office anytime he can get to it. I have retrained him several times, but he always converts back. I just want to say-you ass, you are the reason we can't have a new house!!

I miss smoking pot. The rolling of joints, taking killer bong rips, the packing of bowls, the smell of skunk bud, the killer high of thai bud, using roach clips, and just being stoned. I loved waking and baking. I loved having the munchies, i loved laying out on beach and smoking a fatty. But I hate that my body changed and just doesn't like it anymore. I'll always be a stoner at heart though.

I'm fascinated by the shows Heavy and My 600 Pound Life.

I take geodon 40mg every night before bed. I have every night for a year now. Last night after laying in bed for an hour, I felt this intense electrical shock through my brain. It scared me. It happened 3 more times through the night. I read this could be a rare side effect but what I wonder is Could this have caused some brain damage? I need to call the doc tomorrow. Still took the pill tonight as he instructed me before to never miss a dose. Praying it doesn't happen again. It was scary.

It really annoys the crap out of me that a teacher in my facebook feed never uses your right. I mean never ever. A teacher.

I posted previously about my BIL and SIL splitting up. Seemed like they were gonna work it out. Saturday she drops the bomb that she's been cheating on BIL with an old boyfriend from high school. She's so wrapped up in her guy on the side that she forgot to pick their kindergartner up from school this past Tuesday. School called BIL ~ he was working and couldn't get away. They called MIL and FIL who were there within minutes. As the kid was coming out to her g'parents, SIL pulls up and gets out of the car to get her child. She's wearing booty shorts, one of those long, loose tank tops, made of lacy material. MIL said you could plainly tell that she was wearing a bra and panty set that BIL has never seen her wear. Great. She's late getting her kid from school because she's with her boyfriend AND she's dressed like a skank. Nice.

I have a health condition that's aggravated by water retention and causes pain. I stopped eating processed foods. I drink sodas rarely. Yet I still feel swollen and in pain in my hands. I'm considering just going straight vegetarian and seeing if that helps. I seem to swell after I consume meat, especially red meat. I don't know what to do, and can't afford my co-pay to keep seeing my pain management doctor.

Saw a new chiropractor and she commented on how loose and "perfect" my legs and lower back were despite the running that I do. She asked me to show her some stretches. Felt good to be acknowledged since I usually have chronic tension in one area or another.

I posted last night about my DH getting treated like crap at work. Well today they fired him. I'm devastated and don't know what we will do. I'm the same poster that had to pay the IRS my life savings earlier this year. It's got to get better at some point...right ???