A relatives mother was saying how her daughter had lost so much weight she was a size 6, which is great IMO. But she said she spends 3 hours a day at the gym to stay at that size. =(

I was bullied in elementary and middle school. Frankly, I'm glad I didn't fit in in that stupid little town. If I had fit in there, I'd still be in a place like it instead of having left and become succesful in a real city.

Someone I hugely dislike recently gained a lot of weight. She hardly looks like herself. Is it messed up if I use that as motivation to lose more weight and make sure I look better than her?

I smoked over the weekend. *hangs head* I'm not giving up though.

My bullying stopped when I changed my appearance on the outside. I got contacts and stopped wearing glasses. I started wearing makeup and wore cooler clothes. Then the bullying stopped and I started making friends and boys became interested in me. But I was still the same girl on the inside. It still makes me sad that I was bullied to the point of contemplating suicide.

I always like when people post their cooking pics on FB. Way better than the attention whoring crap I see. Or the duck/fish faces women make when they post selfies. I tend to gravitate towards people with calmer FB statuses. Everyone else gets the hide button.

I have a nice small group of close friends. My one friend in particular is a wonderful person inside and out. Though sometimes I find her energy to be a bit draining because she tends to focus on the negative and comes off as a bit needy. Since I'm very sensitive to someone's aura, I feel emotionally drained after I spend the day with her despite the fun that I have. I hate being the negative one because she always says how positive she feels after hanging out with me.

There was an obnoxious boy in high school who I hated. He spit on me once in the lunch room. He died a few years ago after binge drinking and not knowing he was diabetic. A lot of friends on FB were posting condolnnces and I just didn't care. He was so rude, disgusting, and obnoxious. A true bully too. I don't relish in the loss, but I didn't feel anything at all.

What a sad life to have when you are constantly offended by why people wear and how they look.

When we were eating dinner at my inlaws on Saturday night, my bil walked into the kitchen (he was eating in the living room watching hockey, god forbid he sits at a table) and farted really loudly. Like it sounded almost more like he pooped himself. My mil, sil and bil all laughed and thought it was hilarious. I was not amused and I did not laugh and said that is not funny, that is so rude to do that while we're eating. Thanks for ruining my dinner. Wtf is wrong with those people? Farting "can" be funny, sure, but while we're eating? Disgusting. My dh didn't laugh, but he didn't say anything. He's such a damn wimp.