I spent $40 on a fun birthday care package for a friend in Greece and shipping turned out to be $73 because box was heavier than I thought. This was almost a month ago AND the package still has not arrived!! I stopped receiving tracking updates 2 weeks ago when it cleared Greece customs. WTF!?!! I'm heartbroken. One of the rare times I send something overseas and I think someone stole it.

Try imi's bigan yoga for under eye bags before you try surgery. It's free on youtube. It works for mine. I'm betting it could improve yours too. Free & non-invasive. Something to try, maybe?

Botox Consult- Pretty brutal! The nurse looked at me and told me the most impactful thing I could do was actually surgery for under eye bags! I agree but I didn't expect that because it's not a service they offer. I asked for a referral. My under eye bags drive me crazy. I'm considering it! She wasn't unkind but she was frank and I appreciate her honesty.

Tom Cruise really does have a winning smile. Saw the new Top Gun movie last week and I gotta say, I loved it! Young top guns challenging the oldie but still smoldering Cruise in the skies with powerful machinery. It was a feel good movie I saw with my dad (who has early stages of the "olds"). Warning, be prepared for that winning smile every 10 minutes of the movie, because there is lots of it!

LOL I can't afford a doctor. I'm still in collections from the last time I saw a doctor.

Sometimes I think maybe I just don't feel hunger like other people do, I don't feel 'hunger', it's more like nausea. And then because I'm nauseated I don't really want to eat. And on and on it goes, and I'm just a no. 2 pencil with frizzy hair and glasses. Not a curve in sight. I hate eating and dealing with food and figuring out what to eat. What's ironic about it is that I really enjoy the actual process of cooking. I love chopping vegetables, I find it very meditative. Maybe I'm just abnormal. In general.

Lost three pounds of the six I regained. Posting here helps me be accountable to myself so thank you

I discovered a new Tibetan vegan organic restaurant in my area. I am in love!! Food was incredibly tasty and very reasonable for the quality. I truly feel their food was made with lots of love. And, the owner used to be a former Buddhist monk with an incredible backstory. I sincerely hope this restaurant succeeds in our land of fast food.

We finally got some rain. I went for a really slow, short jog and it felt so refreshing to feel raindrops on my face. More rain for our drought, please!

Back to tracking my meals on Noom because I've regained 5 lbs from my weight loss. I've been here before- I have a couple meals out. Too busy to cook or there's a celebration. Or not feeling well and just want toast. Too much backsliding and I feel like I got re-addicted to carbs! Tonight I'm at that weird point where I've been "good" all day and have enough calories left to eat another meal but I'm not that hungry and we already ate dinner. I know myself- this is the point where I start snacking and I blow it. Sitting here thinking about popping some popcorn. Lord give me strength! I'm not kidding!