Has anyone explained to him how it should be done? Maybe no one ever has and he's winging it. Just tell him.

Yesterday a client was trying to send me a fax. He must have sent it upside down in the feeder because it was a bunch of blank pages, and what I know to be the 'disclosures' that come on the back of letters from the state. So, I called him and explained the problem. He said he'd try again. So I then proceeded to get the same fax, FIVE times, all.... you guessed it..... upside down. Not even one time did the front of the pages come through. I have no idea what more I can do for these people. I swear you can't make this shit up.

Fuck man, the past 4 days at work have been hell. Fucking rude ass entitled assholes complaining about insignificant bullshit (it's niche retail) and treating me and my coworkers like shit. I need a fucking drink. But I can't, because my period is 6 days late (taking a pregnancy test first thing tomorrow morning) and although I don't want kids and definitely do not want to be pregnant, I don't really want to have another abortion either. I had one 5 years ago and got a paragard iud placed (lasts 10 years) during so I wouldn't have to worry about an unexpected pregnancy. I have literally had sex 3 times in the last 6 months so this really sucks. Plus my relationship (13 years) probably isn't going to last much longer. I'm fucked.

Hoo boy. Nestle wants an interview. I would be in a different division than what I originally thought, but still. I just hate their whole company MO.

Well. My interview for the job I really, really want went super well! It sounds like I will have a second interview. I am so psyched!! The only thing that would be a problem is that I can't start working for them right away because I have to finish school and train my replacement. But I offered to work part-time there on weekends to train to get up to speed so I will be ready when I go full time. Fingers crossed, y'all!!

Whoa, another interview! This one is just with a recruiting agency though. I haven't had good luck with them in the past, but well, whatever. We shall see. I'll give them another shot.

He called me at home about work, which he does a lot, but this time he said, "You always make me feel more important than I actually am." I've stopped picking up when he calls too late. I enjoy talking to him too much.

A former student at my school died today. She drowned. She was 12. She was a natural leader. Such a bright child, so caring and sweet. Never got in trouble. She was just a good kid. My thoughts are with the family. I cried at school today. :(

Aaaaah!!! I have an interview! And it's for a decent company, not Nestle! OMG, I hope they want me to work for them. I think it'd be an absolutely perfect fit since it'd be doing what I did all summer. Fingers crossed, guys!!

My mom worked for Proctor and Gamble. She loved working for them, but they are not so great in terms of the things whey do with animal testing. I agree- don't beat yourself up.