I have a fine life. I'm healthy, have a loving family and friends, good paying job, cozy house, newish car, lots of hobbies and interests, but I'm damn tired of not having a romantic partner. I was married for many years and loved it. Then several years after divorce I was in a LTR until I realized it wasn't a healthy relationship (not abusive, but some deal breakers). I've been alone for a long time now and I hate it. I'm tired of doing every single thing either with girlfriends or alone. I miss the physical intimacy and other aspects of the relationship that only a partner can provide. I'm putting myself out there, but so far it's crickets.